I’m in need of some serious friend time, so I thought we’d all have coffee this morning.
If we were having coffee, I’d tell you:
-That I’m desperately in need of a vacation. Some where I can disconnect from the world, not look at my phone, and get lost in a new place. We’re talking about some fun places to visit this summer, but we’ll have to see what works out.
-I feel like I’m fighting the losing battle with anxiety lately. I hate that it’s there, I’m angry at it, and I just want it to go away. Half the time I don’t even know why I’m anxious.
-I’d probably give you a hug. I hope you’re a hugger, because I just need a friendly hug these days.
-I’d ask about you. How’s your life? How’s your job? Tell me about the funny things your pet did, or the sweet things your significant other did, or the silly things you and your single girlfriends went out and did.
-I would confess that my biggest fear is failure, and right now I feel like I’m failing because I’m not making any forward changes. I’m letting the fear paralyze me from making any decisions. I’m existing in indecision which is probably what’s making my anxiety so bad.
-I’d ask you to take me shopping and help dress me. I’m terrible at it, I think, and recently the influx of fashion bloggers on my instagram feed is making me self conscious. #helpme
-We’d talk, we’d laugh, we’d spend hours just chatting. We’d probably end up with a second cup of coffee, and that would be the best.
Thanks for the quality coffee time, friends.