As the days are creeping and simultaneously flying by, our wedding is getting closer and closer!
53 days until I am officially a wifey!
I can’t wait… and yet there are too many things to get done before June 8th. There is simply not enough time, nor is there enough of me to go around. Some days I get so overwhelmed that I am on the verge of a break down. My anxiety is at a resting rate of 7 with daily peaks of 12. I don’t know how people have long engagements… I would have died.
The most frustrating part may be that I didn’t want a wedding. *gasp* I know, I know. Everyone says that I will be so glad that we did, but every day I can’t help but think ‘I wish we would have just flown to the beach’. My hubs-to-be didn’t want our families to miss out on the experience and joy *gag* so we are staying put and having a real wedding.
I am officially petrified that nothing is going to go right, and that nothing will work out the way it should be, and I think I need shock therapy. No seriously, guys.
No one else seems to get the sense of urgency to get things done, namely my wonderful fiancé. He’s just not getting that we’re running out of time. *sigh*
Anyone have any advice or a good shock therapist? ;) I’m kidding… but seriously.